Saturday, June 1, 2013

between leaving your comfort zone and landing in the new place

 Life was opening up … like an orchid in bloomT.Coraghessan Boyle


Change is one of those things that exhausts and challenges us, yet it often brings new, positive energy into our lives. Or... that is what I like to tell myself every time I am undergoing some kind of change. My job is coming to an end soon, and I have an opportunity to think about what I'd like to do next, and to look for a new job. A double-edged sword: it could be my El Dorado, but I might have to dig for it.

 As a parent, when it comes to change, I often think about how it affects my children- how they handle transitions during the day in school  or doing something for the first time that they've never done before. I recognize that life is about change, and that children need to be able to navigate change themselves. But...however difficult change can be for children, I believe it's even harder for us, as adults, when we have to step out of our comfort zones.

Here we are, having designed our lives to be what feels agreeable, if not always the most fulfilling choice- but we are at ease. We have our daily routines during the week and our weekends fill in the pattern. We create how the interiors of our homes look, how we design our yard, who we create community with, all of it, for the most part, within the landscape of our control.


Unless we have a job that is continually throwing us curves, we don't transition much into change. So, change can be very frightening, and unnerving. Especially if we don't know what is going to happen...next. Or, how things will look in two weeks or 6 months.


As a child, I moved a lot. By the time I was fifteen, I had lived in 9 different homes or apartments - not including extended hotel stays in-between some of those moves. When I met my husband, I was living in place #24 (and I'm probably forgetting a couple.) I now live in #28. It's the longest place I've ever called home, having been here 13 years...a lifetime to a former nomad. 


Part of me welcomes transition, because I do know from experience that it can bring adventure and new people into my life that I wouldn't have encountered otherwise. But, also...the idea of change brings with it a certain dread, knowing that I will have to Bring IT to the table, and bring ME with IT. I will be shaken from the comfort of my regular routines, that which I deem within my control.


Moving that many times taught me this... I can do it.  Sometimes I have to keep reminding myself that this is true. I can do it. Yes, I can. Change is good. It shakes you up, enables you to look at the world a little differently, and it empowers you to see yourself in a new light. It's that transition between leaving your comfort zone and landing in the new place that is so difficult to maneuver. But, going from I can do it to ...yes, I did it, and, look at me now...is what enables me to grow. 


Anticipate change as though you had left it behind you —Rainer Maria Rilke

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"Between Darkness and Wonder" Painting by Chuck Gumpert


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4 comments:

Sarah said...

I have faith that you, of all people, can do this. Strength to you.

Jenn @ Juggling Life said...

It's good to know you can do it, even though sometimes you just flat don't want to. Good luck on this journey, wherever it takes you.

Jen said...

We are in the same boat, splashing through uncharted waters! I lost my most recent job at the end of April. Like you, I have a history of dealing with change, but like Jenn said, sometimes you just flat don't want to. Hope whatever comes your way is good.

Aunt Snow said...

I, too, am approaching change. In two weeks I will either be unemployed or underemployed. I'm not sure which choice is best.

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